I'm going crazy!!

Hey There!




















I am literally going crazy on thinking of what to write here. I could say a lot of things, but unlike the brave souls, (and also a bit selfish on my part, he-he), I don't want to share with the whole world a lot of things. So there! I probably already said this too many times anyways.

Anyway as you know, I go crazy when I'm tired, and it's past 2:00 AM, so beware.
And I want a hug.




















So you wanna know a fun fact about me? Well I dunno about fun, but I just thought I'd tell you; I'm suuuper scared of being alone outside at night. Who isn't right? But we have a garage outside, and every time I go out there to get something, my heart pounds so fast and hard, I feel like I could just collapse. Of course I don't...! hehe! And if somebody is with me telling scary stories, they better be ready to deal with me freaking out. I'm fine with anything dark in the house, dark hallways, dark rooms, whatever, But outside... whew! The thing is.... for some reason, I like being outside, even though I'm scared. I'll just sit, breathe in the fresh air, and listen to nothing except the crickets and maybe my pounding heart. It feels like it's the only time I don't think, and it just feels awesome. You know how people say when it gets quiet, the only thing left to do is think, not for me. Maybe inside the house I think, but not outside. You should try it sometime.
In Japan I'd go to the nearest danchi (apartment building) and jog all the way to the top, and just look out over the city and listen to the busy-ness of the world. By far, the most relaxing and soothing thing ever. I wish I could do it again.
And I got to spend my last moment looking over Japan with Mari. Good times...














I told you I go crazy when I'm tired. Sorry to bore you. Have a good night, and a good day to you nihonjins! GOOD DAY MATES! *wink* ;) hahahah




P.S. Don't mind the weird photos, as I said I'm going nuts. And also, I was sooo bored today that I tried to put on this make-up from a picture, but it ended up looking like my usual make-up. But I just thought I'd show you anyway.





As I said... looks like the usual make-up. I also need to get another program to resize my photos.. other than paint. hahaha!

Party Over Here

OK.... that was by far one of the most disaster parties in my short history. he-he! I think Jason had fun, but geez... I had to become the kids' slave for the day. hehe... (Just so you know, Cha and Joe invited the neighbors' kids for the party)
"HEY! Girl in the purple shirt!! Play tag with us NOW! No 'buts'."
"Auntie!! Play the guitar for us!!"
"YOU! Take us to your room! I WANT to go in your room!"
True story! I swear. Crazy no? And Oh. My. God!! We had a piñata .. and there happened to be a bunch of whistles in it. I'm sure you can imagine what would happen if you put kids + whistles together. To make things worse, we had tons of party blowers that made a squeaky sorta annoying sound when you blew in it. Yeah... that was probably WORSE than the whistles. Oh well I'll be ok.
Anyway Jason LOVED his cake, Cha did a good job. hehe! There's a video of him eating at the end.
The photos are all in chronological order, Jason opens his present and voila, it's a car! The neighborhood kids come and go wild playing different games. We played string piñata where you have to find the right string that opens the door to goodies. Well the kids decided to pull all of them at once, and after that, they destroyed the 14 buck car piñata that Joe and Cha had bought. Its life was short... about 1 minute. And of course after games... cake and ice-cream is always after yes? Then Cha and I had fun playing with Jason's birthday presents. haha... and Jason had the after-pary's toilet time.

Cha might kill me for some of these photos... and also she told me how it's so annoying that we both post about the same things. But a promise is a promise, and I told you that I'd post photos of this mini/CRAZAY party. Well I love you all and hopefully will try to post more regularly.. unlikely though. he-he. I was gonna post photos from when we went to Markham (btw that was really fun guys! THANKS!) but as I said, Cha doesn't like the same posts. ;) Anyway enjoy the photos and feel my pain. haha!

First-est is the best-est ;)

To my tiniest little love:
Happy 1st Birthday Po!! You are the cutest, most lovable, chubby, squishy, thing in my world. You bright up my day and put a smile on face every time I look at you. Whether your crying, angry, being a rascal, or laughing. You just melt my heart. I knew I'd love you since the day I heard your Mommy was preggy. I think you felt that connection when I'd sing to you when you were still in her tummy. Then you were born and my heart just flew away to another planet you were so darn cute and tiny. I think you had that affect on everyone....






















You were such a grump (I completely understand you) cause everyone was trying to hold you and you couldn't get any rest.



































Every time you tried to walk you'd make the cutest little sounds. And every time I held you you'd put your forehead against mine and played with my necklace. I love it!




Now!! You're all grown up with girlfriends and such... HAHA! not yet Jason.. not yet. ;) Be safe, cause you're my little angel. And I love you sooo much. I hope this birthday will be the first--but not the last-- GREAT birthday ever! love you my little flum.



(Photos of today's mini bday party will be posted later.)

Video Time!

Hey.... hi... HELLO! ummm I just wanted to tell you that I'm ok. I'm not dead--yet! I just wanted to show you these videos... because I like them so you should too. It's just a glimpse of what our wordtime prayers are like, and Jason and his boobie fetish. I guess all babies have that problem. he-he-he. Yesterday we had this awesome bbq with our neighbors... Cha, Mom, and I made oishi oishi onigiris, temakizushi, and tempura. We had a little chilling and singing around the fire time. It was relaxing. My memory goes kinda of blank for the past few days though, so if you ask me what I've been doing, I'm not sure if I can answer that. lol! (no, I have not been drunk or taking any drugs of the sort :p)
Oh but I started school...woopdidoo.
ANYWAYS, I know I'm boring, but I can't help it. I just love you! haha~
Enjoy the videos... the first one is my Mom praying--isn't she so revolutionary? haha!
Second is THE neph, he laughs every time Cha says, "boobie." whatta weirdo! oops sorry.. he's a cutie-pie!

Tadan!!!

Tadan nothing...gosh... I've been so lazy on my blog these days. But it doesn't seem that anybody will miss me anyway, cause most of the ppl that read my blog and COMMENT are in Japan at the FDTP, or are busy working and moving into a new home. ..Mari... Mika... AHEM! Buuut I'm gonna update for heck's sake. I've been kindaaa busy. More busy than I used to be here in Canada. haha! I'm gonna be going to Markham home for the Christmas season if all goes as planned! woopie! Sooo to make up for not being here with my family for Christmas to sing and dance, I'm making the kids a dance. It's been really tiring teaching wild kids who don't want to dance. I'm sure almost anybody knows that feeling. And I'm already tired on the first day.uh oh! I don't have any school right now, I'm just waiting for the cd's to come in. *sigh* Nothing like the first day of school eh? Catching up on everything you've forgotten for the past three months. What do you think if I went to highschool next year? Don't bother answering that one.
Oh and Greg bought a new car, yatta!













Also I want to shout out a quick Happy Birthday to a hot, cute, sweet, lovely, fun, and awesome Ana! Can't wait to be your roomie. heehee! love you sooooso much!

Jonny!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!


I'm so sad I couldn't go to your party, I hope it was fun though. I hope your 18th year will be a good one, with all--or at least some-- of your wishes coming true! hehe... I miss you tons and tons! Sorry the picture isn't the best, but it's the only one of me and you. hahah! lame eh? Thanks for being so great. Love youuuuuu!!! xoxox

50!!! prime age ;)

Happy Birthday to the most wonderful Mommy in my whole world!
You mean so much to me mom! Without you I would be nothing. I love everything about you, your crazy and foolish spirit, your funny hats, your Japanese accent that we can always tease you about (without you getting too angry), your loving heart, your funny made up songs (ton ton harirara... you know what I mean), and everything else I love about you.
I admire you so much--especially these last four years. I can't even imagine how you felt losing ojichan and obachan. Those times were so hard yet you made it through, still managing to be the funny and caring mom that you are. You definitely have ojichan's firmness and perseverence and obachan's gentle heart. Thank you for always being there for me, making me laugh when I'm angry or sad, I really am thankful for you. I hope this 50th year of yours will have many dreams and goals come true. (and I will try to help you accomplish them.) I love you so much Mom! Keep holding on, and try not to be so stressed on your birthday.
xoxo