I love it

The translations are a bit off... but oh well! heehee.
Gotta love Japanese humor! hahah "ah itai jyanai desuka?" <--- that's Mika! tehee.. kidding.

Shiawase

Here's me--all happy after a good day of shopping.

















Here's another one.


















And now I have to prepare my heart to wake up at 6 AM. haha! Goodnight.

So...

I was telling myself today, "I wish I had something solid in my life...something reliable" and I realized that, I do! I have the one that I've been slowly forgetting with our busy life. I thought that I could rely on my friends, or even family, to understand different things, to give me advice that will give me peace--to be there. But even they can't (not every time). Or maybe it's that I've pushed them away and hid my true feelings. I don't know. But one person I can always rely on is the Lord. I don't even have to say anything and he understands. I feel peace when I think of Him. Maybe some guilt because I've been neglectful, but the feeling doesn't last long. I know that I have a lot of NWO's, and this home has been slowly falling apart and I'm not making an effort to help keep it together. But I'm going to start. I'm going to get off my lazy ass and help out with the kids and make home life fun. I'm gonna study more diligently. I'm going to make time for work, play, school, the home, and personal time.
I don't want to be wishy-washy. I want to put my foot down and say "I'm going to do this." And do it.

^At least I'm going to start trying.^
And I could probably use any prayer that you want to send my way.
Anyway, now that my head is clear I'm going to prepare for a fun, relaxing night with Lixy. And shopping tomorrow! It's been too long and I've wanted to shop forever.
haha.. and hopefully if it's sunny tomorrow...



I can tan my white legs. Why did I have to be the white one in the family?? teehee!

Sisters

I love my sisters. I know that each of us have some little or big complaints about eachother, but I think that without eachother, we'd be a miserable. Well... I know I would. heehee! Sisters are great!

Me and My Po

Haha I found these webcam pictures that were taken awhile ago. Aw I love this little baby. He's so pooch! I actually kinda miss spending time with him...I've been a busy little bee. Sorry. I've been working a lot, and when I'm not working I'm either sleeping or doing school. Sucks huh? But hey, I'm looking forward to the summer. Saving up money for summer actually... I still don't know what's going to happen, but I hope to find that out soon--after I talk with a certain someone. *AHEM!*
It bothers me when I don't know the future, when I can't make plans because I need to know certain things first and I also don't know where to begin. So many questions are going through my head right now and I don't have any answers for them. It's funny how the questions make sense in your head, but when you put them to words they just make no sense. As you must know by now, I'm not one with words and I don't know if I ever will be. I'm also not one to put my thoughts on my blog, so I think I'll stop here before I shoot myself. hehe.

Anyway, I was trying so hard to make him smile and finally, when I squished his cheeks together, he started laughing. I love him!









I look a bit too happy. Don't mind me!

007 night

I know these are posted all over facebook, but I also know that some of you don't have facebook. So I'm posting them here for you! Also there's like two or three that haven't been posted on facebook too. The theme was James Bond and his Bond chicks. I know... I don't look like one! heh. Anyway I'm really tired because I just got back from work and I'm sure you don't want to hear about all that. So I'll leave you with all these photos. Love ya!

IVAN!

Happy Birthday to You!!
oh my gosh.... can't believe it was one year ago that we were all chilling out, spending our last days in Japan with you guys. I hope this year will be the best one yet! I'm sure you're having fun with kenken... of courseeee you would be having more fun if I was there. haha! I never thought I'd see the day when I said this but, I miss you! I miss busking with you, riding home while you and Greg sing at the top of your lungs, having our chillaxed walks, punching you, etc etc. Those were the bestest days.





(Can't forget beating you at My Heart Will Go On in karaoke. heehee)








You'd better come visit us like you promised. OR ELSE!









Don't be too busy working and die. I mean, I guess when I was there you were already pretty busy bothering me. Don't worry, I forgive you for all those times. I think.









I hope your wishes come true. If so maybe next time I see you you'll be way taller than me. HAHA! Kidding kidding. Miss you Ivy. Take care of yourself hai? Love you! xoxoxoox