Mr. Squishy

Yes, meet Mr. Squishy! The squishiest little baby boo!! I've never wanted to squeeze anything or anybody more than him! I mean you can't resist when he's in his little diaper, you just wanna bite his chubby legs! My little bundle of love! AHH why do babies have to be so squishy? They're like the most fragile things so you can't squish them! why why why?? So innocent and trusting, doesn't even know he's in a danger. lol. I'm not that dangerous... at least I hope not.
He makes the cutest sounds.... I can't describe em, you'll have to hear them for yourself. When he stands up he gets all proud of himself and opens his mouth wide and makes the funniest sound, like in the picture.
And the time I want to squish him the most is when I hold him, and he leans his forehead against mine and plays with my necklace. He's quiet and SO GENTLE... and goes, "goooo, agoooo!" Melts my heart.
TYJ for babies... one day I will have one of my own. Though as much as I love them, not soon. heh...

Posing for my love!!

Yes this is for youuuuu!!
I've never been attacked by so many mosquitoes in my life! Can't believe Cha made me go out there... YOU Cha..! Most of these outside photos were taken really quick. I'd be running around the yard and then strike a pose and bam... photo taken! hahaha! It was reaaal funny! Anyway we couldn't take it much longer so we went in. There are actually photos of me running from the mosquitos... but the only way you're gonna see them is if you ask! nyahahaha!
Don't mind my D-ness kay?

so this is me, RIGHT after killing one mosquito out of a thousand. But I was feeling triumphant!

I don't understand this photo either... I think it's something like... "don't you dare.."

Scariness!

Quick update

I KNOW! Still no photos! Which means I still can't find my chord. But praise the Lord! Teaches me not to be so damn forgetful. Amen to all your forgetful people?? heh, I could laugh! But right now I have sort of swollen lymph nodes, and if I laugh it hurts. Like... really hurts. Yesterday I couldn't talk. (thank you Cha for that tea btw! Prepared me for that meeting... you know what I mean!!) anywaaay! I'll tell you what I've been up to.
Last Sunday we went to a fellowship/birthday party and got to meet all the lovely Canadians in Toronto! yay! Lot's of pretty girls and studly men! haha! I'm sure Cha will post photos... or not? demo hontouni yokatta! Everyone played soccer, but I didn't. After playing at some gatherings in Japan, I kind of have some bad memories. But then again, going to Lovehut every get-out and playing soccer was too much fun! Remember Ueksa, Tezuka, and koske tachi Minkie and Mazzerz? GOOD DAYS! I could go on and on with all those good memories... but I'll stop. heehee!

Oh yes I just wanted to tell you I have my own lovely room. I'm happy. AND in the morning, you you can listen to the loud rumbles of thunder when somebody walks to go toilet above me and watch the rain (dust from the light) fall as you listen to the waterfall wash down pipes right beside your head, nature. haha not that bad don't worry.. or maybe it is. I'm just happy it's my own room! I can even spy on neighbors from here... whoohoo!!
Sorry Minkie, no pictures. oh and have fun with the Cuties today ne?

I'm so spooked right now, something outside is tapping on my window.. a massive bug?? ahhhh save meee! You don't know how freaky this is. I know I'm being stupid, but right now I was thinking about what I'd see if I looked through the blinds, and it gave me shivers. Mari knows, when I get in the mood of spookiness... it doesn't go away. It's 1:24 AM... so I guess my light is attracting bugs, but it's still freaky. And other than the tapping window... I think there's a ginormous bee in the heating pipes... and I don't have anything to keep it from coming in my room. I can hear loud buzzing and it's hitting the walls. That's IT I'm gonna go pray and go to sleep!
well I will say no more except... GOOD NIGHT!

PS. Pray I don't have a heart attack, I've been having these nonstop heartburns so when my heart beats fast it hurts so bad... and those bugs aren't making it slow down. I seriously don't know what's wrong with me, maybe I just have a big hole in my heart. Care to fill it up? :D

PS.S. I love you (you know who you are)

Lixy

A teeny post in honor of you beauty!

I miss this sister of mine! She's always here for me and listens to all my problems, even though we're too far away! She inspires me to be a better person!

I won't make this long, I just want you to know that I love you!! And even though I'm all the way here, it doesn't mean I forget you.

Just know that!

I miss your cooking, I miss your smile, I miss your toughness, I miss the beauty-ness, I miss talking, I miss laughing with you, I miss everything about you!

No pictures... sniff!

Well, I would be posting photos at the moment, but as some of you know I am being so forgetful these days. I can't believe it! Ok well I have a chord to take pics off my camera and put them onto the comp, but I lost it! I wish I had a card reader, but I don't, and my card doesn't fit in Cha's. Anyway, I seriously made a mess looking through my suitcases with it. Took out all my clothes and had to put them back in.
Then... I FOUND IT!! It was on the table! YAY! I was so happy I started swinging it around.... ! Then Cha asked me to dress up for mother's day so I happily went downstairs, and duuuuuun....next day I forgot about it, AND I LOST IT AGAIN! I think I have short term memory loss... but it's killing me. I don't like trying to do something, and failing. For instance, I was doing my school when I saw the kids playing "typing tutor games" and I wanted to try out! So I put the speed at 80 wpm, and I couldn't finish it! I think I went on for an hour trying to succeed. You know... where you have to write random sentences and there's a shark behind you trying to eat you? heh... I'd be doing so good until a sentence with a bunch of numbers would come. Anyway, I finally completed it and I got off. That was just an example of how I don't like not being able to finish things I start.

So... trying to find that chord and not being able to find it was too much for me. Still is... and I finally managed to fold all my clothes again, just hopefully it's not there. Waa!

Well I'm really gonna start catching up on my school, if I don't finish my grade by June 12, then I have to pay an extra fee for my teachers to grade the stuff. Harsh eh? I'm reaally behind... I'm like... three weeks behind. Well Don't expect me to be posting much, or pictures for that matter! I'm sure you'll know when I find that chord.

Birthday girls

Oh yes and this morning I just remembered it's Anna and Angie's b-day! heehee!! I forgot, but Mari's blog reminded me! And it's probably already the next day over there, but I must say it, even though it takes away the glory of Jason's post! So I will say it, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! My fellow taurus friends! haha I miss you two!

Anna chan!!













Anna-chaaan!! My cute little tough chic! Thanks for making summer the bestest! Tanning at the beach, eating tons at Sizeriya, watching the hanabi from your apartment, partying! teehee! you're such a good friend, making sure I try to keep my halo clean! ahahah! Remember those days?? :P I had so much fun at Disney with you and Mari, our little group! haha! I was so sad saying goodbye to you and I had a puffy face to prove the next day! waaa!! I love you sososo much! ESCARGO!! Hope you had a good birthday! don't forget me kay? Thank you for always being a piggy with me!! chuchubuchu! peace*

Angeiii














My other taurus Friend!! teehee!! Happy Birthday!! Gosh, you're still the cutie I remember from OC camp! hehe! We have some good memories ne?? Good sakura days, karaoke(I really like those songs you recorded btw), getting in trouble that one time! hahah that was funny! we were so pissed! hah! And I'm not even gonna go into those times we had drinks! nyahah! I watched those sakura videos, sniff!! Good times! I miss you soo much! Take care of Mari kay kay?? And have a really good 17 year! haha! Hope it's everything you wished for! Love youuuuu!!

Potty

I'm so proud of my little nephew, getting all potty trained!! heehee! I like these photos I took of him! I can't help but sing Cha's favorite music video...."Why is that tear in your eye??" lalallaaa! haha!

Oh and a little extra..... me sitting on the toilet!! I look grouchier though.... watch out!

Pics and a... video...

Well here are some photos and vids in Marmora! If you heard about Cha's story on her blog, I gave her hair a snip snip and voila, she has bangs! But that was after I decided I want to cut my bangs again! If it's crooked, don't laugh! I've never done it myself kay?

Okay before you watch the first one, just know..... I make no sense at all! "There they go, there they do???" DO? aha what the hell?? I had no idea what to say, I just had to finish it?? haha! Yeah, I sound retarded, but it was funny watching this! hahaha! and the second... is for Mika! That's what she did when I said think of your BFF all the way in Japan! sweet eh?
Well good bye and I love you!

that is... if you love me! teehee!